{"id":16149,"date":"2011-04-12T12:54:21","date_gmt":"2011-04-12T19:54:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/?p=16149"},"modified":"2011-04-12T12:54:21","modified_gmt":"2011-04-12T19:54:21","slug":"slipping-into-old-habits","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/?p=16149","title":{"rendered":"Slipping Into Old Habits"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It seems like several people in the blog world are struggling with food temptations lately&#8211;I am definitely one of them.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.fashionably-fit.com\/blog\/\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\">Ashley <\/span><\/a><span style=\"color: #000080;\">left a comment on last week&#8217;s post about Dodging Landmines: &#8220;I felt really guilty because I ate the entire bun. Usually I only  eat 1\/2 of the bun at a restaurant. And then we went out for dinner and  I had one of those \u201ceff it!\u201d moments where you go for exactly what you  want (you should blog about that!) and got a bleu cheese burger on a  white bun \u2026 and I did it again. We\u2019re going out to dinner tonight, too. They\u2019ll have to roll me to work on Monday.&#8221;<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Oh yes&#8230;the &#8220;Eff it!&#8221; moment! I know it <a href=\"http:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/?p=7250\">very well<\/a>. In fact last week was hard for me because I realized that I was <a href=\"http:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/?p=15961\">mindlessly snacking<\/a> and not tracking my calories honestly. I vowed to be better, to be stronger. I did pretty well for a few days too!<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/chapter3-drawing.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-16156\" title=\"chapter3-drawing\" src=\"http:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/chapter3-drawing-300x239.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"239\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/chapter3-drawing-300x239.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/chapter3-drawing-1024x818.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/chapter3-drawing.jpg 1250w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nSkinny Emmie confessed recently that she slipped into her old habits for a week. She said that she had a &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/skinnyemmie.com\/2011\/04\/freedom-week\/\">Freedom Week<\/a>&#8221; after finishing her half marathon she reverted back to her old eating ways:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><span style=\"color: #000080;\">&#8220;This week, my \u201cfreedom\u201d from my new healthy lifestyle meant I reverted  back to these old behaviors. It was an unconscious, robotic thing. I  mindlessly went to restaurants and ate food that I know is unhealthy. I  ate it without being aware of taste and how it made me feel, physically.&#8221;<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I hope that Emily isn&#8217;t beating herself up too much because right after a big race your body is completely out of whack. After I ran Hood to Coast I had an insatiable hunger and ate everything in sight for about 10 days. I craved bizarre food, I felt like no matter how much I ate I wasn&#8217;t satisfied. The body is smart. It wants to be replenished after we do something dramatic like a Relay Race or Half Marathon!<\/p>\n<p>Even <a href=\"http:\/\/www.bethsjourney.com\">Beth <\/a>has confessed to slipping into old habits! It&#8217;s like an epidemic lately. Or maybe it&#8217;s contagious? What is going on?<\/p>\n<p>This weekend I was at a friend&#8217;s house doing some baking. I was feeling kind of down, physically exhausted and I was really sore from the hard workout. I found myself having a really hard time resisting the temptation to just go hog-wild with the food. I wanted to just eat a gallon of that cookie dough. I had two bites of the cookie dough while we were baking and somehow I found the strength within me to stop sampling.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/chocolate.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-16157\" title=\"chocolate\" src=\"http:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/chocolate-300x239.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"239\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/chocolate-300x239.png 300w, https:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/chocolate.png 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nI told myself, <span style=\"color: #800080;\"><em>&#8220;Stop. You were doing so good with trying to end the mindless nibbling.&#8221;<\/em><\/span> I reminded myself that I was able to resist the Snack Monster for three days. I wanted to break the habit and I was doing so well!<\/p>\n<p>I ate 2 cookies fresh out of the oven and then stopped. Did I want three more? YES!! I wanted 8 more cookies! The only thing that kept me from completely derailing was this thought: <strong><em>I worked so hard to lose the weight. I can&#8217;t go back to the old ways now.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>The last few weeks I&#8217;ve also been writing a bit. Right now I&#8217;m writing about how I used to eat. Remembering those stories was really hard. I&#8217;m not ready to share them here yet. But writing these stories down brought emotions up I wasn&#8217;t expecting. Sometimes amazement at how I used to eat. Sometimes shame. Sometimes sadness. Either way it was definitely a trigger.<strong><em><br \/>\n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I wish there was an easy answer for those moments when I want to say &#8220;Eff It!&#8221; and eat everything in sight.\u00a0 I am happy to say that those &#8220;Eff it&#8221; moments are fewer and far between the longer I maintain my loss but I still slip. The time that this happens the most is with restaurant eating.<\/p>\n<p>Last week was a lot of restaurant eating for me: I had happy hour with my cousin on Monday and dinner with a friend on Saturday. Then this week Michael and I are going out to dinner with his family for his birthday, Friday I have dinner plans with a friend and Saturday Michael and I are going out too. So much restaurant food! My restraint is weaker at a restaurant. I just have such a hard time making good choices when faced with an entire menu of fattening food.<\/p>\n<p>I know how to eat &#8220;smart&#8221; in a restaurant: splitting entrees, ordering soup and salad instead of a big burger, eating half of my food and saving the rest for lunch the next day. It&#8217;s hard. Some days I just want to eat all of it and not be &#8220;good!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/bad_habits_logo.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-16168\" title=\"bad_habits_logo\" src=\"http:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/bad_habits_logo.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"180\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/bad_habits_logo.jpg 180w, https:\/\/www.110pounds.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/bad_habits_logo-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 180px) 100vw, 180px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>One thing I have learned in my &#8220;eff it&#8221; moments where I do overindulge is that it&#8217;s NOT the end of the world. It CAN be reversed. It can be squashed as long as I don&#8217;t keep doing it. One slip up every once in awhile will not mean I gain back 100 pounds. This was a hard lesson to learn because I would beat myself up for days after a slip up. I&#8217;d feel defeated and depressed.<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>QUESTION: Do you give in to those &#8220;eff it! I&#8217;ll just keep eating&#8221; moments? Do you have a trick for getting over these urges?<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It seems like several people in the blog world are struggling with food temptations lately&#8211;I am definitely one of them. Ashley left a comment on last week&#8217;s post about Dodging Landmines: &#8220;I felt really guilty because I ate the entire bun. Usually I only eat 1\/2 of the bun at a restaurant. 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